i think hating would be so much easier.
Archive for August, 2005
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when i search for a reprieve
and i think i’ve found you
i’ve lost you again.
really, all it takes is a spark
to get a fire going.
it’s a two way highway
and i zip along.
motion to cruise control
houston, we’ve got a problem.
love, they say
makes the world go round
i say shove it
show me love
and i’ll show you
a heart that has never bled.
enough of sentimental crap
this tiredness
it eats me up inside
And all that jazz
listen up!
melbourne university overseas christian fellowship (muocf) will be organizing a Jazz Nite!
details are as follows:
when: saturday, 24th september 2005 at 630pm
where: grand buffet hall, second floor union house, melbourne university
dress code: dinner party/semi-formal (but don’t splurge on overthetop expensive suits and gowns)
it’ll be a fantastic night of music (our very own ubercool jazz band!woohoo!), dance, performances and fellowship. everyone’s invited so comecomecome!
for more details and ticket bookings, leave a message here with your contact info. or call me lah.
All in a days work
waytoogood food, hilarious mafia games, bubble spits, and narcissistic camera posing sessions are perfect to start off a stressful week.
kai shan is too vain for words, wai keen has saliva-control problems, hsu en thinks EVERYONE is the mafia, danson’s ears turn red when he’s guilty, wen’s reputation as yummycheesecakeWITHOUTlemon whiz precedes her, colin lies superbly and jun ming is right on his way to becoming a talk-too-much lawyer.
i love them for making me smile. and for letting me steal half the cheesecake biscuit base.
:)
Is the suck
utterlycrap moments, too much work and pendulum swinging moods have brought me to an all time low.
i think too much. and i think too apathetically.
cynicism begets even more cynicism.
i did win a debate in tutorial though. at least my pent up angst had a legitimate vocal aperture.
i need a human outlet. someone who doesn’t mind me ravingandranting, or being unreasonably melancholic.
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and all these little things in life, they all create this haze
there’s too many things to get done, and I’m running out of days
Melancholic stabs
memories that befuddle
and like icarus we collide
wing tips scorched by the Sun
spiral the halo of safety
into oblivion
Top gun
i’m meeting karl fender tomorrow morning for a little chit chat about my career plans.
i don’t really know what to expect/say/do/think. eddie suggested some questions for me to answer and i freaked out.
i was thinking more of what i should wear and asking the man if his cold was muchbetter.
dearieme.
i need to think of properand intelligent things to say.
“yes, sir. i thrive on synapse snapping working conditions and am confident your company will benefit from hiring me.”
as some chapalang intern making coffee and photo-copying papers.
hrrhrr…
ohhohum. i’m nervous.
:/
Sappy and loving it
he scooped up a much treasured chunk of realstrawberryfruit from the bottom of the tiny yoghurt carton
and offered it to her.
her heart meltedamillionmelts.
And besides, the URL was just too long
was tinkering with the idea of setting up a new blog, so off i headed to 20six.co.uk.
it was only after i set up an account that i realised something…
i really couldn’t be bothered.
so there we have, a sad attempt at change and getting my butt off the couch of comfort.
you can see the limited fruits of my notsolaborious labour here
Missa
to my dear coo-sin, happy 20th! we now each have a two attached to our age.same same! :) iloveyouuuu! 
Questioning loyalties
doesn’t friendship transcend ioweyous? doesn’t it vanish material expectations? don’t get me wrong, repaying friends in kind is a lovely thing and is at times, necessary to show gratitude, but do we expect that of each other? does every gesture of friendship need a reciprocal object in return? don’t we do things out of the kindness of our hearts anymore?
isn’t this the way it works? have i gotten the friendship equation wrong?
sometimes, i just don’t get it.
